ive always believed that i'm born to do something great. in fact,i still strongly believe in that. i know i can do whatever i want. my way. im happy to see the change in my parents. I've realized a changed in their mindset. they always have set targets for me and in hope i will reach it. too bad my friend,i never want to do things what they want me to do. finally, dad seems supportive in me wanting to join beauty school. now he seems quite confused why i chose to work first before moving towards my dreams. yes,dad has already initiated that he is willing to pay for my fees. but no! i wish to work to pay for my own. i know myself too well that i may not do things how i'm suppose to do unless its my own hard earn money.

i appreciate things better only if its my own. interviews after interviews. all of which i manage to get the job. but haha. i turn all of them due to many reasons. be it the pay,the nature of the job or the off days im given. still waiting and hoping to get this particular job tho. i'm confident I'll get it. a simple slack job which can earn me the cash that i'll need. boyfriend has been really supportive in my jobhunt. sending me here and there just for interview sake. i admit,he's the perfect boyfriend. hehe!

i know i haven't been doing much beneficial stuff this whole month. but hey,i just finished school. and this definitely is the time for me to relax. i love life now. having the ability to sleep till dawn. watch tv like there's no tomorrow. etc etc etc.

gosh. im excited for my future. baby insisted that i focus on my dream in being a beauty consultant someday. he knows its a good career. furthermore,im not the type to sit around in the office doing junk work which i'll definitely not enjoy. so practical stuff would be ideal for me especially if the interest is already in me.

oh yah!
HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY MR SHUKOR!!
by the time u read this,ur family and i would have saboed u. yippee!!

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