so fed up with family. the usual screams and violence just never fade. as i get older,i find myself so weak to this situations. i cried even when i din get any beating. why is it called home when i dun feel good being in it? i badly wanna move out when i can. i pray hard. i pray so hard to finally be free from all this. darling is superb in being there for me. whenever im at my lowest,he never fail to pick me up. thanks sunshine!

i dun own a family that pampers me with beautiful things. i noe where we stand. we dun have all the money in the world. the least that i could ask for is a pleasant harmonious one. i hate the excessive violence and the usage of vulgar words. i envy many. i hope i do marry dearie. it feels nice being in a home when it's the most peaceful compared to elsewhere.thats y i njoy chillin at his place. he's so lucky. when he became single,he still had someone. but me? all i have is frens. but most of the time,im so lonely..haiz...

anyways,talking about another issue.

she is nice but she somehow manage to piss me off. she sits beside me during econs lesson. she never fails to bring sweets to class. thats e up side of it. haha! but other den dat,she stinks. hee. am i rude? i duno. i started sitting beside her when i was all sick. din realise it until im all well.

one time,i was asking Mrs Lau to explain to me again,instead of lettin me listen,she interupted by trying to explain to me as well. now how am i suppose to understand when she does that? who am i suppose to listen?

at times,she talks just too much. i dun really understand wat she's babbling lah but really a nuisance..oops!

im still lovely by the way..haha!! peace~