im so fed up with school. Ever since i was in primary school,i have always been an outcast. its not that i had no choice,but i think im happier that way. I hate being in cliques and following whatever the leader says. You live by your own thoughts and opinions. Not be lead. Thats one of my motto in life.

i decided to try out being in cliques for the first time in Pre-U. well,wrong move darling! The truth does hurt. i just find it hard to find where i belong. None suits me. Dont get me wrong here. i have friends. i even have bestfriends. its just a lil hard for me to get along well in school. I hate that whenever you're in those cliques,gossips and bad-mouthing is bound to happen.

seriously,i hate all this crap. why must people gossip? i have bestbuds. and we've never gossip among ourselves. its just a basic respect. for example,a frend said to me that this chic in my class is a bitch,a liar etc. i truly hate feeling all biased. i need the prove. i need to see it myself. but it turns out,that kid is so loving. u see...jealousy! haiz...

sory,but im purely a peaceful person when handling with relationships.. hee. this result me to turn to men. haha. despite how much they can be a pain in the ass,they are better bunch for just normal friends. i remembered a time in my life when all e chics in my class was against me,but i live life ever so happy cos i have great bestfrens. i dunno why. i find it so fun being frends with boys then girls. GIRLS,i hate u so much. haha!(i make myself laugh sometimes)