today was actually a funny day for me.met him at around 2.30 near my estate. headed Jurong Point cos he had to settle his tour thingy and i was hungry.

carpark was full as always. manage to squeeze in tis tiny slot. walked straight to banquet where i had my laksa and he had his chicken rice. as always,im slow at finishing my meal. but after a few minutes,i did complete it okays. haha! good maya...

den walked up straight to 3rd floor to settle his tour crap. while waiting,i checked my hp. only to realise someone messaging me. guess who? its razeena. out of the blue,she says this "i love u la babe". i was like..erm ok? only to find out she was actually bored. so i became her victim. wateva lah girl..haha

din get anything cos im so broke right now. head back to the carpark. just as we were abt to leave as usual,found out that bikes have to pay too now. crap lah. i bet many mats would be stuck there since not many mats carry a cashcard around. even if they do,it'll be low in value.

when we reached,caught Storm The Yard(tink so tats e title). i shitted. haha! den around 6pm,baby cooked me instant noodle cos i was hungry again. hee. nice of him huh. around 7plus,we played lame shit acting/dancing. it really made us sweat but it was fun. we were wearing caps and shades, acting like some hiphop dancers crew or wateva. giggled till i was rolling around. played frisbee wit his bro etc.it was fun of cos since we were like kids.

here's pics...

him and his bro playing soccer as i watched




baby and his bro playin tis lame ass burger game

ive been so packed with schoolwork. i hate tis. things like this makes me so wana raise the white flag. oops! darling has been supportive to continously ask me to give it my best but i hate all tat conversation lah. i noe wat is best for me..but bringing myself to do it is the biggest struggle yet.

today has been quite a lazy day for me. baby send me off to school but not before treating me breakfast at Lestari. had my usual hot milo and 4piece of kaya toast. sweet~ saw the usual orange kittens. damn,they're so adorable and difficult to touch. it took me a while to finally gain their trust. haiz...i wish my current is as cute as this one.

first period was PE. had awesome time playing Ultimate Frisbee. haha. its hilarious how its called. but thats wat they actually called it.sheri and leney were discussing how lame its actually called. the word Ultimate makes it all scary and fierce. but when u arrive at frisbee,one we'll be like.. "erm..ok?".

our team(Banshee) played against Spartans as part of our so called training. it was brilliant of course since we defeated them by 4-2. they are huge and tall. being tiny us..we were all happy to know we were better than them. weee!! next week is our match. hope we'll defeat them again. i pray...

so fed up with family. the usual screams and violence just never fade. as i get older,i find myself so weak to this situations. i cried even when i din get any beating. why is it called home when i dun feel good being in it? i badly wanna move out when i can. i pray hard. i pray so hard to finally be free from all this. darling is superb in being there for me. whenever im at my lowest,he never fail to pick me up. thanks sunshine!

i dun own a family that pampers me with beautiful things. i noe where we stand. we dun have all the money in the world. the least that i could ask for is a pleasant harmonious one. i hate the excessive violence and the usage of vulgar words. i envy many. i hope i do marry dearie. it feels nice being in a home when it's the most peaceful compared to elsewhere.thats y i njoy chillin at his place. he's so lucky. when he became single,he still had someone. but me? all i have is frens. but most of the time,im so lonely..haiz...

anyways,talking about another issue.

she is nice but she somehow manage to piss me off. she sits beside me during econs lesson. she never fails to bring sweets to class. thats e up side of it. haha! but other den dat,she stinks. hee. am i rude? i duno. i started sitting beside her when i was all sick. din realise it until im all well.

one time,i was asking Mrs Lau to explain to me again,instead of lettin me listen,she interupted by trying to explain to me as well. now how am i suppose to understand when she does that? who am i suppose to listen?

at times,she talks just too much. i dun really understand wat she's babbling lah but really a nuisance..oops!

im still lovely by the way..haha!! peace~

i went to Clementi Town Secondary Annual Carnival yesterday.i expected it to be dull but it did turn out alrite afterall. Saiful invited many but only few could turn up. The ones who actually came were Me,Saiful,KwanSiang,Mac and Roszaimy. five of us came quite early. after around 1plus,then Zimah and Zirah came.too late lah by den. i already finished all my coupons by then. the place was soo stuffy and humid. i kept wasting my money(well,sponsored by dear actually) on ice cream and drinks. i tink drink business are sure to earn the most in tis kinda place. despite buying alota drinks,i kept taking my fren's drinks cos i was so thirsty. its a blast lah cos i barely go out with them,but when i did..i dun feel such an outcast. thanks guys!!here's pics

homeless child




drug trafficking




mac,ks,ros ful being proud of their class4A1




us at school hall




e skul looking like a pasar malam




snow ice queen!




the students wit our mly tchr,mr murad




canteen







darling,i let u see e guy who use to like me kays.haha




taufik basah wit freak fan




fir,ful,me and yati




homeless kid again




staircase pose




proud clementeen?










i'd die without my Ipod




my seniors.




us five again

met dear straight after he end work. went East Coast to chill. had our lunch first. we shared a plate of Kway Teow and i drank 100plus while he had our fave Honeydew. chatted for quite a while. i love our conversation cos i can talk to him almost about anything. saw this cute chubby chinese girl and it made both of us very excited to have our own. haha! darling was asking me "will our child be beautiful/cute?" haha..

than as we were about to leave,this blind man and a lady was selling tissues. i begged dear to buy it cos my weakness is i hate seeing things like this. my eyes sore just looking at them. i would try do anything for them if i was capable. but...haiz.. Anyways,darling stopped by to get himself this honey glazed chicken(i tink!). he bought 2. walked along East Coast and sat on the green grass. chit chatted again while eating chicken. its a cute date. i was reminding him all the things we did before me & him became a couple.East Coast is where he asked me to be his girlfriend okays. haha!! i told him all the specific details that we did. that place is so tainted with alot of memory. thanks boo!

reached home around 8 tink. thank god my parents wasnt at home yet or else they'd be nagging since i was out the whole day...wee...

Went out with sugar just now. He finished work at 3 whereas i ended skul at 1245. so i head home to rest. fuuh! i miss the chance to rest right after skul. its tiring when i usually hafta go home straight,rush to change and go out with him. this time,i took my time and have my lunch,followed by a short nap. it was worth it. i din complain much when i walk around with him.he picked me up new my estate.he wore red just as i predicted. he noe i was gonna wear my red dress..so he wanted to be matchng.

first stop was marina square. darling wanted to buy himself a bag.stopped by many shops but many were too expensive. damn,in times like this,i wish i had tonnes of cash. i wud so splurge it on him. i owe him soo much for everything he's done for me. i always hope one day,i can repay his generosity..

so as darling browse thru,gotten his eye on tis Puma Bag. but since i kept buggin him to survey more..he listened and went ahead. after walking around till both of us got thirsty,we stopped by McCafe to chill for a while. bought the usual Double Choc Frappe.he was buggin not to waste tym..so we head of to vivo since we couldnt find anything much at Marina.

stopped by ripcurl. he still was surveyin for bags. but i fell for tis simple bag. thought i could use it for skul. i tink i behave kinda keen in it that darling offered to buy it for me. i love HIM!.cost $16.90. baby was hoping i wud take gd care of it since its white in colour. n judging by my messy/clumsiness...i mite destroy the bag. haha!

after so long,we ended up buying the puma bag after all. weee!! so here i am being so tired to type more...here's pics.

if u wanna noe..the reason i took many pics alone is cos i wanted to keep memories of my long hair. if u wanna noe,ive chopped my hair. its short. im still not sure if u guys gona like it. cos im havin doubts myself. all im happy abt is...i like its new!

here's a preview of it..

i'll be waiting for my fren's comments then...haha... im terrified now!

went out wit my bestest peeps again earlier. planned by Umi since its been ages we went out with her along. The day start of sucky lah actually cos darling couldnt find any parking slot. so we ended up parking illegally outside Galleria. Ayu's bike was right in front of his bike. Called up aini to ask where they're at. Headed Far East to see dem. Kinda frustrated lah cos majority were late. Montel was still at home when we're suppose to meet at 3 but it was already almost 5 when we called. bitch! Sheila bubbled us. like what the fuck? no decency to even call when she couldnt make it. asshole!

i wonder where they got their manners from. urghh!! Baby was upset too lah. Ayu even told us that she expect things like tis is gonna happen and the only one that she feels can be responsible enough to reach on time is just Me & Dear. thats pathetic alrite. my frens are fun..but things like this just sure to piss anyone.

shikin & wayne came soon after. we all had our meal at BK. i was frustrated again lah cos Umi plan for us to meet,but she was the latest. grrr! she came after we all finished our meal. walked around a lil till we had no idea where to go so ended up chilled at McCafe. bought double choc frappe & orea cheesecake. my fave! talked and it suddenly rain.

the day actually suck lah to me but it was fine when everyone finally turn up.

passed fullerton after passin by marina so i tot y not take a pic of tis area again.bright lites. i love it