im at work.
surprised that i actually bother going to blogger.com
hahaha.
been wanting to blog but barely have anytime lahh.
so sick & tired of work
i actually have a good job prospect according to my sacrifices for this job
but unfortunately,the pay really sucks
im doing a supervisoral job without any proper education or experience
this is all due to the fact that this firm is sucha a cheapskate to hire someone liable.
lemme tell u what im doing for a normal beauty advisor
1) plan roster
2) organise stocktake
3) liase with my retail operation manager
4) train new staff
5) handling of cash[banking,checkin of discrepency,change of notes]
6) doing up reports
7) going for dumbass meeting at head office
8) basically,manager always look for me if anyting go wrong
but thankfully, there is a new floating supervisor. so my burden has lighten.
im still on the way of quitting tho.haha! found out my supervisor wants to quit too
cos the pay sux real bad.
if i knew i was going to be in charge of this outlet,i would hav ask for more pay.
well,luck brought me here. sianz....

i really hate that i still hafta cum to work even on my MC day. i got 2days mc due to food poisoning and they need me to come. what the fuck for right?
everytime afta my offday,someting is always wrong with whatever.
my collegue is too dependent on me. babi buto tol~!!!
mati sama ni company!!!

i met into an accident. tragic ey? well,it aint those bike accident that u mite think. its a dumb one actually. my leg hit this nabei Gilera's exhaust. it happen just outside The Cathay. how dumb rite? now i have this disgusting wound & im going to see a doctor today. it took me 2days to see a doctor as i got work. stupid new management that is pushing me hard just because there will be 2 new full timers coming in to our outlet.
Skinfood is sucha cheapskate lah. they are hiring one Philippine lady & the other a China girl whom speak no word of English. CIBAI!

had a lil argument with the so called "Retail Operations Manager" cos she is just a bitch. well,basically even the CEO itself is immature one. i have no idea how long i wana stay on with very unprofessional management. if there is a conflict among u guys,u dun hafta call me to tell ur side of the story lah. i am ur staff & i am suppose to be respecting u,but with such actions,u guys sure make me laugh la.

Work is great eversince the new management came & the old one resigned. at one point,i feel so fortunate to find a very easy job. throw crap phrases to customer into believing what is good for them & they bought it.haha. even i myself dont use it lah. hahhaa!

my fren who is working at Sasa is complaining about her job. hahah! no flats. no push money if u din paint ur nails. have to wear make-up. i pity her despite her comission & all could be more den my pay. she's a guy actually(if u noe wat i mean). eventhough we're working in the same line,its so far different between my environment & hers.

orite,im out! gotta go see a doc followed by work. its first day for the China girl. hope i'll be ok communicating with her. i will try my best speak to her in chinese despite my horrible standard. funny how she understood english but couldnt speak it. whereas i could understand chinese & sucky at saying a word of it. hee. all the best,mai!!

toodles all

just caught the movie HE WAS A QUIET MAN online. the ratings on IMDB wasn't impressive but i thought,heck. why not give it a chance? so i did. besides,i had some extra time on my hands. soon,i was stuck to my chair enjoying the whole show. it was a brilliant movie that somehow,touched me. it's simply great because i do understand how this guy feel.

the ending was pretty much predictable for me as i myself would have done it if i was him. great awesome movie. yeay!

Its hilarious how people think sometimes ey? Ok,as usual..i logged in to my msn just to check my mails due to e fact tt checking it thru firefox can be a real slow process. As always,i appeared offline. Cos im just too lazy to chat wit anyone. E usual "hey,how are u" question is really annoying lah. So while waiting for another particular window to pop up showing my mails,i browsed thru my contacts. E normal "who's online eh". At least 10 were appearing Busy & 2 were Away. How pathetic.

i remembered a time when people logged in to chat.nowadays,it just seemed much hip to set urself as busy or away huh. Okla,somehow there's this thing called "not signing in at all" if u dun wanna chat lahh. E message i get from ppl who do tis is.."if i set myself as busy,it shows im doing something important than chatting. I so called have a life la.So im cool". Whereas those who sets themselves as away,just wanna wait on for any message and will check when they are free to do so. That makes dem so wateva lah eh.

soon,this bunch of people are e ones that will be removed from my list cos they are always online yet busy or away.so when dey do get online..u just got sick of their name & dun find their online appearence of any special. Yet those who rarely gets online but will always be there to chat turn out to be ur fren.

how nonsence ey?

yeah yeah yeah...ive pretty much abandoned this blog of mine due to the fact that ive been totally busy with work. my whole body is aching and im so in need of a good massage. *hints hints*.

its been so fast and ive worked for almost a month now. kinda surprised actually as i dont really stay long. haha. so its sorda great thing for me. im surrounded by old nyonya everyday and it sickens me how they may behave at times. like my mum use to say, "the older one gets,the more immature they shall be". ive come to realise that is infact true. ok,i worked with 4 nyonyas. and all have very weird character. let me better define them in the next para.

Auntie A. a bo chap auntie yet hates mess. she'll get ticked off if one do not clean up their area. grumbles alot. yet gossip too. (usual!) i liked her the most at one point cos she seemed like me. can easily talk to,yet a clean/neat freak. but as i heard how bad her mouth could be if she wanna gossip about someone,i began distant myself. she didnt gossip about me of course. but its always better to be far away. u noe for sure that it will be ur turn very very soon.

Auntie B. talk talk talk talk talk talk! i call he the lo-soh auntie. she talks like there shall never be tomorrow. i tot my usual "ar,eh, oh" would make her stop since i didnt reply much to her stories. but somehow she still didnt get the message and continue on & on. poor me ey? but soon i learned that i musnt even reply anything. so i just noticed her change. now,she talks to other people. hahaha..she's at least 50+ and single. she definitely need a partner lah.

Auntie C. the grumpy & the longest i took to warm up with. she even gossip about me right in front of my eyes in chinese and thinking i do not understand her. too bad my fren,i do get u. she laughed so loud when she talk about me. during my first few days,she laughed at how i do things. "hello? im new wat. u cant expect me to be so pro suddenly right?" damn bitch. but after a while,she finally crack. i was cursing AUNTIE D and she saw me. believing that i hate AUNTIE D,i tink thats why she began open up with me. hahaha. cos i soon found out,she hated AUNTIE D so much.now next. auntie D


Auntie D is a total stupid no brainer person u'll ever come across. she works there for almost a year and a half yet she do things as if she's still so new. she has the status of Senior but so dumb like that,i wont wanna look up to. i really cant explain much about her cos there's just too much. basically,she's the only one i quarrelled with so far. she was telling me this & that like i own a tiny brain of hers. i got so pissed off i just said "can u shut up? just shut up lah...go away! i dun wanna talk to u. its not my 1st day and i noe what im doing. " something like that. as usual,she always wanna fight back. stupid single aunties nowadays. hahha!

im so in need of shopping. felt like its been ages since i last went shopping. im definitely lacking in clothes. some stupid being washed my clothes that left my whole junk of decent clothes to go all distorted. distorted means all the colour got screwed up. i barely have any clothes to even go to work lah. my fave white skinny is all pink,my pink bra is partially blue, my vintage pink tee became all brown. what the fuck. why must bad things happen to me? why? why? why?!!!

my current job is so fucked up. but due to the fact that baby insisted i stay on,i guess i shall try my very best to follow. still looking around tho. sob sob... my life's is pretty much pathetic right now. ugly clothes. dumb job. haiz....

hope my fairy godmother would come very soon. what's taking her so long? damn!

its so annoying when one makes up a big fuss over halal & non-halal stuff. infact,it became rude after a while. its frustrating owning a naive friend. she's 18 and i expect her to be open minded with some stuff,but damn...her mind seems pure like a kid in primary 4. imma muslim,but i dare to admit im not a religious kind. so i eat whatsoever i feel like as long it aint a solid real pork. an example of such items would be ,Sakae Sushi, Subway's sandwiches,Fish & Co. or gummy bears.

But this chic keep annoy me with the phrases like "that thing not halal rite? eee". wat e fuck is your problem lah?! is the question suppose to be a true pure question or is she trying to give me some sort of sarcastic remark. nabei lah. and when another fren talks about clubbing, she'll say "How i know about all this stuff, i muslim mah. where can go all this places?" i really feel like punching her face lah. ok so what i do stuff which is not religiously right? but u dont have to annonce it to the world of how innocent you are,yet flaunt ur humongous boobs for the world to see. "show boobies is haram right?"... bodoh nye orang!!